It's not who you were, it's who you are.

Dori. Twenty-something. Always something quirky to say. "If they're words from your heart you scream twice as loud." - Dave Grohl


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So fresh and so clean…showers are the best.

Behind the Scenes of Photoshoot  with Ben Cope

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barbyberbery:

Brandon Boyd and Stewie 

Awww. Look at the cute wittle puppy!

barbyberbery:

Brandon Boyd and Stewie 

Awww. Look at the cute wittle puppy!

As you allow stillness to permeate your life, you more and more recognize the movement towards softness, and you grow more and more sensitive. The breath naturally becomes softer and softer as the mind quiets—it does this, not you. It is a natural movement of Nature, requiring no human intervention. You just observe—be an open space, awareness—ready for whatever arises, like the empty cup. Your mind may wander. Let it. There is nothing to do… just be and let whatever happens occur on its own.
“Zen & Tea One Flavor” by Aaron Fisher, Wu De (via theloversblog)

Here I am sitting in my Nirvana shirt and underwear eating popcorn for breakfast and about to watch The League season 4 online. I’m hardcore.

foreverincubus:

Um. Is she pregnant? O.o

I think it’s just the way the drape of the fabric is falling on her. It seems to be quite a billowy dress. But I would be very happy for them if she were pregnant! :)

nobodywearsitlikeyouanymore:

Aqueous Transmission

Blood On The Ground

Circles

Drive

Echo

Friends and Lovers

Glass

Here In My Room

Isadore

Just A Phase

K?

Look Alive

Make Yourself

Nice To Know You

Oil And Water

Privilege

Quicksand

Redefine

Summer Romance (Anti-Gravity Love Song)

Talk Show On Mute

Under My Umbrella

Vitamin

Warning

x….

You Will Be A Hot Dancer

Zee Deveel

Pretty bad ass!

babystaycalm:

Even I can’t recall how many days I have been out there for.

When Aurora’s lights ceased to shine, I was alive, I think, for the first time.

Infinity it falls, in feathery folds but she bites like loveless ice, and with her

belly full she called this rite of passage, it was the longest night of my life.

Oh, this song is so sexy.

“I’ll make music, whether or not anyone is listening, for the rest of my life. It’s a natural form of expression for me, the way I draw and write and sing.” -Brandon Boyd

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death-by-lulz:

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Oh yeah, she won’t ever regret that.

death-by-lulz:

This post has been featured on a 1000notes.com blog.

Oh yeah, she won’t ever regret that.

I know how this feels, so hard. Don’t worry I’m not going to hurt myself. I haven’t cut in 4 months.

(via toldyoutobefine)

He asked if he thought I should be back in the hospital with my hallucinations going on (I hear voices if not properly medicated.) And I said no, I have been using my coping skills, but I have been very triggered lately and I really just felt it was a medication issue.

So we tinkered with my meds. He added another antipsychotic and upped the antipsychotic I was already on (Seroquel) from 600 to 1200 at night. He said it should also help out with my panic and I can take an extra Klonopin for anxiety. I feel a little bit better seeing him, since he knows me and knows how I operate. I still feel like total fucking shit, it’s gonna be a little bit before the meds kick in.

I also see my psychologist at 1pm. I have plenty to talk about. I know it feels like I’m just telling him the same things over and over, but if I still need to work on it, it is still helpful to talk about it. He practices EMDR with me. It’s pretty interesting. Hell, I’ll just link you to the Wikipedia on EMDR

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/EMDR

He’s a great psychologist. I still miss the one back home in California, but I have gotten to know my doctors here in Missouri and come to trust them. So that’s a good thing. 

I’m really sleepy and am gonna take a nap after I see the doctor, but I just wanted to update everyone. 

Thank you for always being so caring, dearest followers and friends.

xx

Hey you! I don't know you very well or your situation or anything, but I wanted you to know that you are loved. Plain and simple. <3
isadori isadori Said:

Thanks, Chelsea. That means a lot to me. Love right back at you. <3